I'm So Sorry And Not Sorry. I Regret At The Same time I Don't.

Tonight I just wanted to see her. I missed her. She needed me and I needed her. I wanted to help her. I wanted to put a smile on her face. I wanted hear her laugh even if its just a little. I wanted to hold her and tell her that everything will be alright. Tonight I just....couldn't help myself. I feel bad at the same time I don't. It was wrong, but felt so right. I'm so sorry about it, yet not sorry. I regret it, but at the same time I don't. I'm gonna have to write about this some other time cause I am still in shock over it myself. But sadly this story might just begin and end pretty soon.