Strike 3! Failed

"Fury" by toxinat

Did it again for the third time, and I feel so bad. This isn't the time in doing it! Also the feelings are not mutual, and unfair for me. I shouldn't be striving for it this way. Nor should I be striving for it at all. Even if there is a chance, THIS ISN'T THE TIME FOR IT! I need to get a grip and be who I am called to be. Even though it's not only my fault, but still I should take control as a man, as a person, as a friend. Learn from this failure. Learn from this failure. Learn from this failure. No more strikes, or the whole game will be over and lose it all.