Damned For Doing Whats Right

So I've gotten news that a rumor is going around that I've taken away and dating the person that I've aided and helped for so long from an abusive boyfriend. And this rumor has started from the very person that abused and his mother. I'm heartbroken to hear that this news is being spread around the very place that I once devoted so much of my time and heart in, helping and working for someone greater than I. It is the very place that I selflessly gave for 10yrs of my life is now a place of false accusations, gossip, and shady garbage of people that I've trusted and believed in for so long. Another reason for me to dislike my own race. Even a mother to one of my closest friend & sister actually believes the rumor that's being spread around since abuser's mother is her best friend. I am absolutely heartbroken and irritated by the constant barrage of attacks that my reputation takes and even HAS taken so many times before at another place that I invested so much time and energy at. 

But honestly....it's alright this time. I'm done trying to save myself. I'm done wasting any more of my time with people that are trash and toxic. I know what I've done. Yes, I did help pull her away from being in danger. I've tried and failed so many times, but it wasn't me dating her. I'm not dating her. She was a victim to domestic violence and manipulated in a toxic relationship. I needed to help her cause I was THE ONLY ONE that knew and was sworn to silence(which I shouldn't have). But fortunately she leaked a little bit to another friend and to her mother, leading to a family intervention, forcing her to split with the abusive boyfriend. She continues to blame herself, she continues to struggle and hurt, and I've tried what I can to help her.

Back to the rumors, back to the source of those spreading it. Unless someone finds this blog, this is the only place where I leave my defense. I have evidence that proves that she was abused. I have evidence of myself helping her. So before you both(abuser and abusers mother) continue to try cover up your crimes and actions and victimizing as the evil person, just remember the abused and myself always has the upper hand. To the abuser's mother who is spreading this false rumor around the most, you should be ashamed of yourself of witnessing and allowing the abuse to happen in your own home and manipulating the abused that its alright, and allowing the relationship and abuse to continue. You are the trash of all people.

If I was to condemn myself over this whole debacle I would say that I am wrong for not reporting all this to the abused parents and the authorities. Because I was sworn to silence from the abused I was afraid of the backlash of losing my dearest friendship with the abused and the guilt of completely ruining the abuser's family's life that I've also known for so long before the two met. Which was one of the reasons why I stepped down from my position, membership, and duties at the place I once served at.

This is my final word and only place of my defense. I don't care what more they say or how they perceive me from here on out. I'm okay with being damned for doing what was right, cause honestly I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if I did nothing for her.