Chika Coming To Orlando?!?!



I couldn't have been more clear that Chika and I were done. And tonight I get the shocking message that she got a non-refundable flight to Orlando that would arrive by the end of this week. Out of all days and time, my birthday weekend! Seriously?! Her persistence is incredible, and a bit creepy. Cause WHY would you come to me when everything is over and done? My heart and mind no longer has any energy to invest in her or any woman at this time so why waste money and time to come here?  I mean why set me up to disappoint, upset and break her heart again? I was so bothered by this message that I couldn't even concentrate at the gym. The feeling of anxiety and panic overwhelmed me and just felt depressed while at the gym. After doing my best working out I took the a moment to re-read her message and with a bit of relief she said "probably going to Orlando." Ughh even though I didn't want to talk to her, I knew I had to reply to her and tell her to not come. So I have, and hopefully this will be the end of it.

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