AND JUST LIKE THAT...SICK

 After doing so well, and working hard to being safe and distant, I made one poor decision this past weekend, and just like that..sick. Just because I missed seeing people, socializing with people, and I've always been just fine being alone, and I made one damn mistake and its seems like I have to pay the consequence. I'm disappointed, angry at myself, absolutely worried for my family. I've completely screwed up.