Social Life Dangerously On Empty And In Need Of It
As an introvert and a person easily irritated by other people or around too many people for far too long, I thought secluding myself from social contact during this pandemic would be a breeze. These past few years I've been very apathetic when it comes to having an intimate relationship as well, so again I thought this pandemic wouldn't cause any fuss on my emotions. But as of late, and close to drawing the line tonight, I've been yearning to return to my social life. The familiar pain of loneliness is starting to creep back in, and my mind and heart has started to become more and more compromised with this pain that I thought I could easily overcome after so many past experiences. Instagram, the club, conventions, online gaming and church were my desperation for that longing of meeting kindred spirits and unfortunately time and experience has turned me off from these five things. Also since I have become a bit more older in age those things are probably not going to ...
